Because I Was Lonely by Hayley Mitchell

Article published on March 17, 2017.

This book appealed to me straightaway as I like to read fiction concerning how the internet and social media in particular now play a part in our everyday lives. The book starts with lengthy sections devoted to each of the four main characters. Rachel has severe post-natal depression following the birth of her second child and the first part of her section is quite shocking. I found myself almost holding my breath.

I think Hayley Mitchell portrays Rachel’s despair really well, but then we see it from David’s (Rachel’s husband) point of view. He’s struggling to cope without the vivacious wife he used to know. Enter Adam, who Rachel spots on Facebook and rekindles a ‘one that got away’ online relationship with him.

Adam is suffering from depression himself due to a terrible thing that happened in his life and he doesn’t feel like his wife, Julia, understands him anymore. And Julia in turn is frustrated by Adam’s wallowing and self-pityingly obsessive behaviour.

These four parts make up the first half or so of the book. I did find some of it a little slow, I think because there was a lot of scene setting and little dialogue. However, in the second part their lives are intertwined and then the story really took off for me and I raced through to the end. The effect of social media is a fascinating thing to consider. Many of us are probably guilty of spending ages searching for people we used to know, even the most tenuous of acquaintances, so imagine being vulnerable and coming across not only a kindred spirit but one that you have thought about many times over the years.

I loved the characterisations in this novel. Rachel and Adam’s flawed and compulsive personalities were well-drawn and I sympathised with them as they were drawn further towards each other and further away from their long-suffering spouses.

As I was getting closer to the end I couldn’t think how the author would tie up each strand. As it was, I think the book ended well as it left me wondering, but with ideas as to what might happen to the characters in the future.

I found Because I Was Lonely to be a sad, sometimes heartbreaking, novel of love, loss, depression, loneliness and longing, and I thought it was so very well written. My heart ached for them all.

Nicola Smith 5/5

Because I Was Lonely by Hayley Mitchell
RedDoor Publishing 9781910453292 pbk Mar 2017

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